RANDOM!.
meetinq ddear ltr for movie & dinner.
hopes everythinq turn out well?
cos recently really toooo much unhappy stuff happeninq,.
tht i quess both of us become more&more tired lerh barhs.. (:

♥thouqhts
juz wonderinq..
if one day i were tuh break down cos of everythinq,
will i haf th courage tuh cut myself like that? lols.

H.3rdmonthsary!
♥ddear.

recently been very down...
1st reason on th list : Ezlink Card gort some problem [ cant use T.T ]
2nd reason on th list : dropped my fone [ speaker spoil T.T ]
3rd reason on th list : been quareling with dear. [ even on our 3rdmonthsary T.T ]
4th reason on th list : adaptor broke [ so laptop haven been on till now T.T ]
5th reason on th list : slipper gort no friction anymore [ nearly slip & fall T.T ]
6th reason on th list : shipments having some problem. [ so stress T.T ]
7th reason on th list : quareled with them over moneyy [ T.T ]
8th reason on th list : drift apart from all friends [ T.T ]

haiish.
nidd tuh get all these replaced once imm paid.
wanted so much tuh cut myself at least i could lessen these pain.
budd no idea where my penknife is at. maybb i shall get a new one? :(
been down on my darkest path again, budd however i've g0rt no tears tuh cry anymore.
no longer know wadd im dg, thinking, wanting. :(
badly nidded someone whom i could tuh tok heart tuh heart..
haiish.

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today,nearly cried in office.
LOLS! IM SUCHA CRYBABY!
hate this. really hate myself for being so weak!
budd recently i kept cryinq barhs.
been cryinq for these 2 weeks. din tell anyone.n0rt even dear.
& someh0w i miss her, aka counsellor.
i missed those days when yoo are with me, listeninq tuh me, cryinq in yur arms.
haiish.

so lonq lerh, i nvr hide under th blanket & cryy.
budd recently, it seems i have been doinq it.
qettinq m0re & m0re sensitive alrdyy. haiish.

tday, dear hurt me aqain.
don't know is th how many times for these 2 weeks,
i don't know how much lonqer i could stand this.
miqht juz broke down anytime.HAAA.
maybe is i tink too much barhs.
budd to me onlyy, dear chanqed al0rt alrdyy.
he started neqlectinq abt my feelinqs, abt me.
feel kinda hurt. haiish.
felt so sucky too. :( & he ish n0 l0nqer th same boyf i had from start.
juz like my other bqr. l0ls.
no difference, only difference is, this time i haf to carryy all th sadness i had myself.
cos i really don't know who tuh find, i don't know who is willinq tuh listen to how i feel.
haiish.
feel lyk turninq back th time, where th happy moments are. ;'(

budd i don't blame fer his chanqed.
cos
who th hell in this world can haf a girlf. who has such fcuk-up attitude?
who th hell in this world can haf a girlf. who sayys break easily?
who th hell in this world can haf a girlf. who don't act like a girlf.?
who th hell in this world can haf a girlf. who is like me?
maybe one dayy, one fine dayy.
he will leave me just like wadd the other ex-boyf. did.
haiish.

don't know wadd imm typinq alrdy.
shall st0p here.
♥nidded a huq badly.

imm postinq! [:
after 12 days? LOLS!
kena naqq by some peeps tat i haf n0rt been postinq!
budd nth much fer me tuh post oso!
juz tat recently, more & more unhappy stuffs happen between me & ahpui~
haiish. how i wish i have a listeninq ear with me!
budd i don't know who tuh find oso. so yahs. 4qt it. (:

ANYWAY!
back with a new skin.
credits&credits! xD
n0 c0pypiqs THANNKYOO! (:
& flood my taqq b0ard kays? ^^

NITES ALL!
*muaccks*

*bOo0o!
haven been blogging for very long!
so this update will be very long huh? x=

o6.o6.o8, I❤FRIDAY
went k0rk0r & wendy's chalet!
& kelian de dear work midnite shift on thursday!
so in the end he only slp 1.5hr cos he prepared the fried rice & went down straight after that.dhen 5.30~he at my office there, fetch me off work. =) dhen go h0me pompom~go down downtown east find them. ^^
met alot of ppl! m0st of them i know due to maple~ budd some of them were new~
budd could get along quite well~ ^^ dhen chatted with some of them~ played poker card~ then bbq~ *budd is actually they bbq i momm momm xP* dhen ard 11? went dear's place & slp straight! cos damn fking tired lurhs!

o7.o6.o8, I❤SATURDAY
nth much~woke up in the afternoon?~
played poker with dear~entertained his didi~watched tv~go down slack&smoke~
did nothing lurhs basically. & tats all i can rmb? x=

o8.o6.o8, I❤SUNDAY
went home ! & dear de papa sent us back to tampines mall~
BUDDDD! b4 tat he brought us to blk400+ there don't oe for wad~?
was very bored! & bought icecream & float & his didi bought the crackers?
& his didi called me "chenchen" & dear was very JEALOUS! HAHAHAHAHA !
then after tat dear came over my house~ we played poker cards again! with k0r & wendy. dhen wendy went back~ & dear went back much later. & someting unhappy happened~ quarreled with dear. then i went off to slp. xP

o9.o6.o8, I❤MONDAY
dear off!& morning he fetch me to work with a home-made breakfast ^^
& june was jealous-ed =P then i kip kena suan~SUAN~SUANN~ so shy l0rhs! *^^*
then he help me carried the HEAVYYYYY LAPTOP to my office there ! so i n0rt so tired & xin ku~ HAHA! my dear is so strong huh? *jk =P* & he went back SG & slp!then he went to meet MAYILAOGONG at BB to collect our couple watch =x & LAOGONG said he was cute! LOLS! *i din know my dear gort sooooooooo cute leh? xP* dhen he went back SG again dhen came back to eunos & fetch me off work! ^^ dhen dear stayed over at my place. x=

1o.o6.oo8, I❤TUESDAY
m0rning dear wake me up! as usual! but this time is beside me!=x
then he sent me to office there~ & went home to maple with me & off to work ard 1pm?
currently playing maple at private server~ YammyMS!
quite nice~ & both of us chiong lyk siao sio~ hahaha. dhen bought my laptop home!
then chi0ng till 3+ - 4am, then go & slp l0rhs. so is lyk ard 10am i played till 3+ - 4am ! SIAO RITE? & i lvled 170 BISHOP ^^ hehe! dhen b4 i slp~showed dear attitude cos he kip cant hear wad i sae when im lyk shouting alrdy? =.= so i was pissed off lorhs!& somemore im lyk so fking tired! so b4 i kap his fone~ i saee i don't love him!& OFF~ to my lalalalalalala land!

11.o6.o8, I❤WEDNESDAY
woke up myself today!si ah pui nvr call me! *hmmph*
& i was lyk late! cos im lyk stuck in the rain =.=
walk 1/2 way gort heavy rain! KNS! & i was drenched!
felt so cold~ try contacting si ah pui budd cant contact him =.=
then suan liao~ called office~ & said i will be late.^^
dhen reached office! MAPLE! ^^
& after the whole day of training~~ LVL 180 lerhs! & helmed.
woahs. today was lyk the 1st time i ZAK & g0rt my helm ! =x
So HAPPPYYY~ ^^ dhen ard 4 - 5? see hp~ gt lyk 7 missed calls~6 sms~
& all from DEAR! LOLS! then i faster reply his sms lorhs.
seee~i so good rite? =x
k lurhs. then nth much lerhs!
1 thing is! IM SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO TIRED! T.T
gonna catch some slp today!
if n0t tmlo i will be a zombie in office! (:

WAITING FOR

LAWRENCEPEH a.k.a HUBBY

TO FETCH ME OFF WORK!

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kayys. this is random!!
budbye! ^^

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I♥SAT
MY COMPLAINTS: DEAR MADE ME WAITED FOR HIM FOR 3 HOURS!
REASON: HE OVERSLEPT & HIS MUMMY SWITCH OFF HIS ALARM!

met dear ytd~budd he was late! :(
so after he woke up~ he cabb-ed over to pasir ris & looked for me.
then we train-ed tuh simei & had SUSHI!
*SUSHI IS LOVED! HAHA!*
then train-ed back to tampines again & watch-ed "CONGKAK"
while waiting fer th show , we went tuh starbucks!
& had frapprecino caramel! dhen went camwhoring at century square rooftop!
& the scene was damn nice! & i was lyk telling dear~
the place is so romantic!! 好浪漫哦！^^
th sound effect damn scary lurhs! so i jitao hold dear's hand & don't let go.
hehex. ^^
dhen walking back tuh my house nearby, i step on muddd!!!
so dear went & buyy to bottle of water & washed my leg, shoes for me.
TOUCHED* cos he is washing it with barehands. (:
dhen we cabb-ed tuh his place as i went over tuh ton!
& reached lerhs dhen slp til 5+am wake up~then continue slp till 12+pm then wake up!& was zhenjie who woke us up! l0ls.
bt inbetween i kip wake up oso, due tuh DEAR, tat baddie! juz jk. xP
then wake up lerh dhen he pompom & bus-ed back tuh pasir ris,
bought a present for maggielau for her bday.cost ard 40+-50! :(
sooo expensive! budd dear & i shared tat present. ^^
dhen train-ed back tuh tampines, & dear came over my place.
maple-ed all the way & lvl-ed twice. & watched "SMILING PASTA" while playing.
& i guess dear is oso addicted tuh tat show lerhs. HAHA!
then papa took 400bucks from me! & tomolo still have tuh payy my fking fine.
if n0rt gonna tio courtcase. HAIIS.
this month im left with 100-200 bucks. :(
how i wish~ a miracle can happen!
how i wish money could drop down from the sky! HAIIS.
this month im broke again . :(
budd no matter wad, still need to save & go out with la0p0 they all.
& had tuh cover my transport fee so i could find dear as & when i like. (:
h0pefully can barhs. HAIIS.

kays lurhs. tats all?


dear~
我会等你，把我从这里带走。
i 爱 yoo.