RANDOM!.
meetinq ddear ltr for movie & dinner.
hopes everythinq turn out well?
cos recently really toooo much unhappy stuff happeninq,.
tht i quess both of us become more&more tired lerh barhs.. (:

♥thouqhts
juz wonderinq..
if one day i were tuh break down cos of everythinq,
will i haf th courage tuh cut myself like that? lols.

H.3rdmonthsary!
♥ddear.

recently been very down...
1st reason on th list : Ezlink Card gort some problem [ cant use T.T ]
2nd reason on th list : dropped my fone [ speaker spoil T.T ]
3rd reason on th list : been quareling with dear. [ even on our 3rdmonthsary T.T ]
4th reason on th list : adaptor broke [ so laptop haven been on till now T.T ]
5th reason on th list : slipper gort no friction anymore [ nearly slip & fall T.T ]
6th reason on th list : shipments having some problem. [ so stress T.T ]
7th reason on th list : quareled with them over moneyy [ T.T ]
8th reason on th list : drift apart from all friends [ T.T ]

haiish.
nidd tuh get all these replaced once imm paid.
wanted so much tuh cut myself at least i could lessen these pain.
budd no idea where my penknife is at. maybb i shall get a new one? :(
been down on my darkest path again, budd however i've g0rt no tears tuh cry anymore.
no longer know wadd im dg, thinking, wanting. :(
badly nidded someone whom i could tuh tok heart tuh heart..
haiish.

;[[

today,nearly cried in office.
LOLS! IM SUCHA CRYBABY!
hate this. really hate myself for being so weak!
budd recently i kept cryinq barhs.
been cryinq for these 2 weeks. din tell anyone.n0rt even dear.
& someh0w i miss her, aka counsellor.
i missed those days when yoo are with me, listeninq tuh me, cryinq in yur arms.
haiish.

so lonq lerh, i nvr hide under th blanket & cryy.
budd recently, it seems i have been doinq it.
qettinq m0re & m0re sensitive alrdyy. haiish.

tday, dear hurt me aqain.
don't know is th how many times for these 2 weeks,
i don't know how much lonqer i could stand this.
miqht juz broke down anytime.HAAA.
maybe is i tink too much barhs.
budd to me onlyy, dear chanqed al0rt alrdyy.
he started neqlectinq abt my feelinqs, abt me.
feel kinda hurt. haiish.
felt so sucky too. :( & he ish n0 l0nqer th same boyf i had from start.
juz like my other bqr. l0ls.
no difference, only difference is, this time i haf to carryy all th sadness i had myself.
cos i really don't know who tuh find, i don't know who is willinq tuh listen to how i feel.
haiish.
feel lyk turninq back th time, where th happy moments are. ;'(

budd i don't blame fer his chanqed.
cos
who th hell in this world can haf a girlf. who has such fcuk-up attitude?
who th hell in this world can haf a girlf. who sayys break easily?
who th hell in this world can haf a girlf. who don't act like a girlf.?
who th hell in this world can haf a girlf. who is like me?
maybe one dayy, one fine dayy.
he will leave me just like wadd the other ex-boyf. did.
haiish.

don't know wadd imm typinq alrdy.
shall st0p here.
♥nidded a huq badly.

imm postinq! [:
after 12 days? LOLS!
kena naqq by some peeps tat i haf n0rt been postinq!
budd nth much fer me tuh post oso!
juz tat recently, more & more unhappy stuffs happen between me & ahpui~
haiish. how i wish i have a listeninq ear with me!
budd i don't know who tuh find oso. so yahs. 4qt it. (:

ANYWAY!
back with a new skin.
credits&credits! xD
n0 c0pypiqs THANNKYOO! (:
& flood my taqq b0ard kays? ^^

NITES ALL!
*muaccks*

*bOo0o!
haven been blogging for very long!
so this update will be very long huh? x=

o6.o6.o8, I❤FRIDAY
went k0rk0r & wendy's chalet!
& kelian de dear work midnite shift on thursday!
so in the end he only slp 1.5hr cos he prepared the fried rice & went down straight after that.dhen 5.30~he at my office there, fetch me off work. =) dhen go h0me pompom~go down downtown east find them. ^^
met alot of ppl! m0st of them i know due to maple~ budd some of them were new~
budd could get along quite well~ ^^ dhen chatted with some of them~ played poker card~ then bbq~ *budd is actually they bbq i momm momm xP* dhen ard 11? went dear's place & slp straight! cos damn fking tired lurhs!

o7.o6.o8, I❤SATURDAY
nth much~woke up in the afternoon?~
played poker with dear~entertained his didi~watched tv~go down slack&smoke~
did nothing lurhs basically. & tats all i can rmb? x=

o8.o6.o8, I❤SUNDAY
went home ! & dear de papa sent us back to tampines mall~
BUDDDD! b4 tat he brought us to blk400+ there don't oe for wad~?
was very bored! & bought icecream & float & his didi bought the crackers?
& his didi called me "chenchen" & dear was very JEALOUS! HAHAHAHAHA !
then after tat dear came over my house~ we played poker cards again! with k0r & wendy. dhen wendy went back~ & dear went back much later. & someting unhappy happened~ quarreled with dear. then i went off to slp. xP

o9.o6.o8, I❤MONDAY
dear off!& morning he fetch me to work with a home-made breakfast ^^
& june was jealous-ed =P then i kip kena suan~SUAN~SUANN~ so shy l0rhs! *^^*
then he help me carried the HEAVYYYYY LAPTOP to my office there ! so i n0rt so tired & xin ku~ HAHA! my dear is so strong huh? *jk =P* & he went back SG & slp!then he went to meet MAYILAOGONG at BB to collect our couple watch =x & LAOGONG said he was cute! LOLS! *i din know my dear gort sooooooooo cute leh? xP* dhen he went back SG again dhen came back to eunos & fetch me off work! ^^ dhen dear stayed over at my place. x=

1o.o6.oo8, I❤TUESDAY
m0rning dear wake me up! as usual! but this time is beside me!=x
then he sent me to office there~ & went home to maple with me & off to work ard 1pm?
currently playing maple at private server~ YammyMS!
quite nice~ & both of us chiong lyk siao sio~ hahaha. dhen bought my laptop home!
then chi0ng till 3+ - 4am, then go & slp l0rhs. so is lyk ard 10am i played till 3+ - 4am ! SIAO RITE? & i lvled 170 BISHOP ^^ hehe! dhen b4 i slp~showed dear attitude cos he kip cant hear wad i sae when im lyk shouting alrdy? =.= so i was pissed off lorhs!& somemore im lyk so fking tired! so b4 i kap his fone~ i saee i don't love him!& OFF~ to my lalalalalalala land!

11.o6.o8, I❤WEDNESDAY
woke up myself today!si ah pui nvr call me! *hmmph*
& i was lyk late! cos im lyk stuck in the rain =.=
walk 1/2 way gort heavy rain! KNS! & i was drenched!
felt so cold~ try contacting si ah pui budd cant contact him =.=
then suan liao~ called office~ & said i will be late.^^
dhen reached office! MAPLE! ^^
& after the whole day of training~~ LVL 180 lerhs! & helmed.
woahs. today was lyk the 1st time i ZAK & g0rt my helm ! =x
So HAPPPYYY~ ^^ dhen ard 4 - 5? see hp~ gt lyk 7 missed calls~6 sms~
& all from DEAR! LOLS! then i faster reply his sms lorhs.
seee~i so good rite? =x
k lurhs. then nth much lerhs!
1 thing is! IM SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO TIRED! T.T
gonna catch some slp today!
if n0t tmlo i will be a zombie in office! (:

WAITING FOR

LAWRENCEPEH a.k.a HUBBY

TO FETCH ME OFF WORK!

[[:

kayys. this is random!!
budbye! ^^

[[:


I♥SAT
MY COMPLAINTS: DEAR MADE ME WAITED FOR HIM FOR 3 HOURS!
REASON: HE OVERSLEPT & HIS MUMMY SWITCH OFF HIS ALARM!

met dear ytd~budd he was late! :(
so after he woke up~ he cabb-ed over to pasir ris & looked for me.
then we train-ed tuh simei & had SUSHI!
*SUSHI IS LOVED! HAHA!*
then train-ed back to tampines again & watch-ed "CONGKAK"
while waiting fer th show , we went tuh starbucks!
& had frapprecino caramel! dhen went camwhoring at century square rooftop!
& the scene was damn nice! & i was lyk telling dear~
the place is so romantic!! 好浪漫哦！^^
th sound effect damn scary lurhs! so i jitao hold dear's hand & don't let go.
hehex. ^^
dhen walking back tuh my house nearby, i step on muddd!!!
so dear went & buyy to bottle of water & washed my leg, shoes for me.
TOUCHED* cos he is washing it with barehands. (:
dhen we cabb-ed tuh his place as i went over tuh ton!
& reached lerhs dhen slp til 5+am wake up~then continue slp till 12+pm then wake up!& was zhenjie who woke us up! l0ls.
bt inbetween i kip wake up oso, due tuh DEAR, tat baddie! juz jk. xP
then wake up lerh dhen he pompom & bus-ed back tuh pasir ris,
bought a present for maggielau for her bday.cost ard 40+-50! :(
sooo expensive! budd dear & i shared tat present. ^^
dhen train-ed back tuh tampines, & dear came over my place.
maple-ed all the way & lvl-ed twice. & watched "SMILING PASTA" while playing.
& i guess dear is oso addicted tuh tat show lerhs. HAHA!
then papa took 400bucks from me! & tomolo still have tuh payy my fking fine.
if n0rt gonna tio courtcase. HAIIS.
this month im left with 100-200 bucks. :(
how i wish~ a miracle can happen!
how i wish money could drop down from the sky! HAIIS.
this month im broke again . :(
budd no matter wad, still need to save & go out with la0p0 they all.
& had tuh cover my transport fee so i could find dear as & when i like. (:
h0pefully can barhs. HAIIS.

kays lurhs. tats all?


dear~
我会等你，把我从这里带走。
i 爱 yoo.

FCUK UP THING!-

had been involved in fel's problem.
getting called as bitch, childish freak , busybody & blablabla.
if by helping frens & being called names,
which the person might n0rt even appreciate,
then i won't help anymore. (:
maybe yoo guys are right huh?
i shouldn't be so soft hearted to help to settle tat has nth to do with me.
& i should be busybody to care about other's bgr huh?

BUDD!!NO-ONE!

who the heck wana get involved sio?
& PLZ LURHS.
imm n0rt tat bzbody as to care or interfere about other's ppl life!
cos i oe when or if i ever had this problem,
NO-ONE, NO FUCKING PPL WILL BE THERE FOR ME!
& N0T BECOS I DIDN'T SHARE MY PROBLEM.
IS JUST TAT YOO GUYS NEVER EVER CARED!
or rather nort as sensitive as me.(:
& the reason y imm involve is cos YOUR him & fel asking me & my bf wad to do.
& with fel & YOUR him telling me most of the things,

i think n0 choice budd we are involved huh?
& the BITCH,
don't sae till lyk yoo very kelian,
IF YOO REALLY LOVE HIM, WAD TOOK YOO SO LONG TO ACCEPT HIM?
& MUZ WAIT TILL PPL GOT STEAD THEN ACCEPT HIM? LMAO.
& yaya i g0rt no right to comment, budd too bad~
when 3 of yoo de problem, with 2 person asking me wad to do,
& one of them is YOUR him, i think i g0rt the 1 to comment barhs? LMAO.

& for tat gal's frens who kp-ed me,
think abt it, wad happen if it was your fren? your gans? u juz kip quiet?
of cos lurhs u can sae tat easily, cos this did not happen on them.
& if this happen to ppl ard yoo, make sure yoo don't do the same thing as me. (:
anyway~ wadever i said is wad YOUR him told me & my bf.
so i don't tink i gt sae anyting wrong huh? BITCHES! (:
& when yoo are a bitch,

i don't see yoo have any right to call me a bitch b4 i called yoo one. (:

anyway~yoo can change your link as much as yoo wanted,
budd i can tell yoo, i can find your link easily & see wad yoo guys tagged,
& n0rt tagging back doesn't im coward.
is juz tat your HIM said, all he wanted is to have a stable relationship with yoo.
& with wad my bf said,i decided n0rt tuh tagg back.
budd feel free to come kp at my blog.
budd b4 tat plz clarify with YOUR him wadever he had told me & my bf 1st. (:

& for the HIM, yoo can hide wadever the true is,
budd rmb wad yoo said tuh me,

i wasn't the only one there who heard wad yoo said.
& STOP BEING A BASTARD YAHS? LOLS.

LASTLY,
yoo suck! (:

-THE END FOR THE FCUK UP THINGY-



HAPPY THING!!!! ((:


met up with dear after work, ytd & today for awhile,
was lyk damn tired & dear got to go for work.
haiis.
the time where we got tgt becoming lesser & lesser. :(
budd we know, we will be tiongxim tuh each other!
no matter wad happens, our love shall be strong yahs?

ILUBEYOO.

& im happy!
cos tomlo gonna have a belated celebration with dear for our 2months anniversary!
*SMILE*
kays lurhs.
tats all!
gonna call dear!
BUDBYE! ^^

♥tiongxim tuh yoo onlyy.

-my injuries & swollen knee-

-camwh0rinq session-

b0os!(:
iie had a fall ytd! & the wound really hurts alot!
plus kena my old injury :(
the pain is so unbearable. T.T
dhen dear nearly 被我气死! haha.
budd in th end he still piqqy-back me h0me!
❥HIMTHEMOST! ^^
so dear don't jealous when i t0k on f0ne with cowpapa & ronald kayys? p:
& don't worry lurhs! a fall won't kill ur wifeyy derhs!
imma stronq qal rmb?! ^^

then today lerhs?!
th pain is still there, budd i still crawl tuh work lurhs!
see imm sucha qood qal! (:
dhen was maplinq in office cos really nth much for me tuh do,
onlyy q0rt one shipment in hand currently (:
& ard 5.30pm~ imm off from work!
budd poor dear waited for me for 20mins feedinq those insects! x:
after leaving eun0s went back tamp & dinned at BK.
dhen went void deck to slack ard l0rhs.
&& stupid hubby 4qtten im injured! & kip rubb aqainst my injury!
痛死我了! budd after awhile dhen n0rt pain lerhs! (:
dhen was very shaq l0rhs! super enerqy absorbinq lerhs!
& dear was telling me about those *AHEM*
makinq me scared sio =.= don't oe y im so scare of it!
so pray~ don't ever let me see it kayys?! (:
dhen we started camwh0rinq while both of us was hidinq from the rain! HAHA!
&& many of our cpl items are dmq liao!.

1stly, dear l0st couple hp pouch (: -budd imm n0rt blaminq him.-
2ndly, our slipper lost it's friction function!! nearly slipped & fall today! :(
3rdly, our couple rinq seems to be kinda of lose alrdy! s0bx.

HAIIS.!
don't oe wad tuh say, budd who cares?
as l0ng as he stay with me! imm happy ^^

dhen ard 9pm?
cos im very shaq lerhs!
so dear sent me home aqain, dhen he was lyk tellinq me~
a qal sae " this guy everyday sent her home , so sweet~"
*referinq tuh us =.=
then i said~ " cos she is envy of ME! " HAHA! ^^

kays lurhs! kinda of lame~
i tink tats all for today! (:
now waitinq for dear tuh reach home!
IMISSHUGGINGHIM ❣

TAADAAA! (:

today nth much lorhs. juz tat q0rt m0re & m0re stuffs tuh do!
budd still manaqe tuh finish by 12pm.HAHA!
so imm lyk slackinq from 12pm till 5.30pm !
had a qood chat with carmen & ahpeh! (:
they made me missed the days imm havinq in KWE.
budd somehow, i feel sad barhs.
cos ppl whom i used to kn0w in th past chanqed!
& was quite a BIG chanqe barhs.
dhen today hubby nvr come find me ~
cos both of us are lyk super tired alrdy!
so after work went home & rest.
while hubby reach home ard 9+am & slp till i off work !
so i can conclude, HE IS SUCHA PIG! p:

dhen he called me & we chatted till now~
he go in & work lerhs. haiis.
IMISSHIM! :(
& dhen im thinkinq alot again now.
dear tell me ytd i told him somethinq!!
budd i don't rmb, & he told me i cried.
maybe i really did!
HATE DYM! MAKING ME LYK A BABY! RWAR!!!
haiis. dhen nth much today n0rhs!
don't oe wad to post oso. HAHA.

ANYWAY!!
qonna tell yoo peeps wad im planninq to do for now! (:

21.5 - meetinq dear!♥
22.5 - meetinq dear again!♥
27.5 - might be qq for my checkups & will be meetinq dear for our 2ndmonthanniversary!♥
31.5 - qq out on a date with dear!♥
o6.o6 to o8.o6 - qq for k0rk0r chalet! (:

dhen now imm findinq time & money!
so i could~~

1) meet up with la0q0nq to collect my watch & go on a date with her!♥(:
2) meet up with la0p0, milk uncle & th rest tgt !♥(:
3) meet up with COW PAPA & DEAR tgt!(♥♥♥)
4) go suntann-inq with dear!♥(:
5) play audii with my audi darl ! (:
6) shoppinq sprees!♥♥
7) chionq maple @ x3MYHUBBY !♥(:
8) qet back my slp!! :((

9) qo on diet & exercise!!♥♥

haiis. so many thinqs tuh do!
budd so little time & money!!

*stresss! stresss! stresss! stresss!

k lurhs, tats all!

buaibuai!
❤LOVES.

.

(:
IMMISSINGMYHUBBYLOADS!
*haiis*

guessed im really wad hubby sae barhs..
really thinking alot when he is n0rt ard me while pms.
making myself so emo now.
dhen sms-ed hubby budd no reply, guessed he is slping barhs?
s0bx.* imisshimsomuch!!
ltr gonna bite him if he is coming to find me,
cos papa dnt let me out. T.T
haiis.

好爱他，
好想他，
好需要他，
好想看到他，
好想咬他的手，
好想要他的一切，
好想要他的抱抱，
好想要他的亲亲，
好想他就在我的身边!!
I WAN MY HUBBY SO BADLY!! *s0bx*

don't oe hw to survive when hubby go ns nxt yr! :(
haiis.
den now lehs?
waiting & hoping hubby can faster contact me!!
if not i guess i will emo for the whole day barhs. :(

MY DAYIMA ISH HERE!
HOLYSHYTTT!!! :(
havinq bad stomach cramps now!!
damn hurtful!! :(

anyway!met dear this m0rninq!
& he was lyk tellinq me, his frens was lyk sayinq him lifeless!
cos he is lyk workinq n meetinq me everytime he could other than when he is slpinq!
HAHA!!& i have to admit tat type of life is lifeless.
as my life now is oso like tat. =.="
so one thinq to be concluded is,

WE ARE LIFELESS COUPLE!
but one thinq we couldn't deny is,

WE ARE A VERY HAPPY COUPLE!
HAHA!! so ppl stop sayinq we are lifeless kays!?
cos this is the happiness that we have

& you guys don't! p:

dhen today dear open up my template folder

& saw one of the msg tat i typed!
is lyk OHMYMA! he saw my secret.
budd i oe after he read it, he did feel 心痛!
could see everything in his face. :(
budd he still h0nq me telling me tat im n0rt that type of girl.
& somehow im touched by wad he say.
at least i oe, even if the whole world sees me in tat way.
i still have a hubby who find me different. ^^
& accept who i really m,accept my rants,accept my attitude,my beatings,my bite.
w/o any complaints! ^^

then today's everything really is "IN MY FACE" !!!!

1st incident,
dear slpslpslp then i squeeze his nipple to ask him wake up to pick up a call,
& he scolded F-U-C-K IN MY FACE!!!! && the best thinq is,
he continued to slp after tat & after he wake up he totally 4gt abt it!!
RWAR!!!

2nd incident,
after leavinq his house,we bus-ed back to pasir ris! & at the interchange,
den i wan to buy ciqqy!
but the indianLZB sae "both of u cant buy, not enuff age!"
then i sae "i above 18 liao, & i took out ezlink card & show her!"
budd she sae "i only wan to see IC"!
IN MY FACE! kaos! do i really look underage? cc'b!!
& wad is the diff btwn ic n ezlink ?
both had the same date wad?! n'b!

3rd incident,
after leavinq, walk till mrt station,
a green man stopped me & said no drinkinq IN MY FACE!
when i have even reach the straw? =.=
then dear took away my bubble tea & hold it for me.


is lyk WTF?!
kns sio. don't oe wad is happeninq to me today.
everythinq is really lyk IN MY FACE!!!
气死我 !!
dhen after everythinq!
ard 7+ dear sent me home & off tuh work.

& will be meetinq dear tomlo budd don't oe ard wad time ^^
可怜的 deardear qettinq m0re n m0re shaq!
budd still want to spend so much time with me. *感动*

to 笨蛋:
我有了你，就是全世界第二个最幸福的人，
因为你有了我，就是全世界最幸福的人！ ^^
we will always be holdinq each other's hand & walk till forever.

9 more days tuh our 2ND MONTH ANNIVERSARY.(:

-EDITED-

IMMISSINGHUBBY
DEEPDEEPDEEP!!!
(:

had a happy day cos of hubby?
wo0ho0o!love him more n deeper as the days goes by!!
&& soon it will be our 2months anniversary! (:
爱死老公了❤

then n0w lerhs. so much thinking in my mind! l0ls.
i think u all are right barhs.
i should stop interfering in ppl's personal life.
they sad their daiji.
they emo their daiji.
they kena bully oso their daiji.
cos when things happen, im the one who always kena hurt.
cos they will nvr think y i did it?
even if they really hurt me alot alot alot ,
even if they really make my blood boils till i really wan to 翻脸,
bt in the end when they are hurt,they kena bully,nid a shoulder,a listening ear.
i wil still be there. budd everytime wad did i gt? NOTHING.
how i wish someone could shout this at me!
"PLEASE LURHS LAUMEICHEN!
WAKE UP! DONT BE SO STUPID LERHS!"
haiis.i don't uds y m i so protective over ppl i care.
i guess from now on.
other than cow papa & HUBBY.
i won't care anymore! i shall change my heart into a steel?
& only them i would be bothered abt it barhs.

dhen ytd call laodi time, he ask me~ who m i..
haiis.quite hurtful barhs..
someone whom i tot was closed, ask me who m i? =.=
bt he don't memorize my number.
so 4gt it barhs. he dnt haf the need to memorize oso.
bt i really feel, i have lost all the close frens.
& im really left with hubby & cow papa.
n0rt i dnt go & contact them or wadever.
i did for alot of times barhs? but they only gib me excuses?
is right barhs. ppl met new frens. & 4gt abt old frens?.
HAHA!! bt anyway really thanks to cowpapa & hubby!
if n0rt i guess i will really be back the gal in the past. (:

gonna MIA-ed from many many ppl.
bud n0rt hubby & cow papa.

ok lurhs. tats all?
❤HUBBY ! & ❤cowpapa !

*edited the size for HUBBY as he requested*p:

bOo0Oo!! (:
back slackinq in office! HAHAHAA!
met up with hubby this 3days after 3days 0f n0t meeting. l0ls.
so my everyday routine is juz like.
wake up liao , jiu go work, after work meet dear / mei / go home & slack.
very lifeless hoh? =.=
dhen now findinq time to meet la0q0nq!!
wana faster collect hubby&moii watch! dhen can meet my la0q0nq oso!
budd juz cant find time out !!

c0s i fanq q0nq jiu hen wan lerhs. sian sian sian! :(

&&' ytd sometinq happen!dhen i jita0 in office sh0ut at someone. LOLS.
c0s she really made me explode lurhs. budd imma qoodqood qirl.
so i nvr scold !#$%^&^%$#@ at her lehs! *claps* p:
dhen hubby come fetch me~dhen ard 8+ mei came tuh find us.
t0k al0t with her & hubby overheard wad we was lyk t0king =.=
HE IS EAVESDROPPING US!! lols!!
dhen ard 11+ mei bus-ed h0me! dhenn hubby went off ard 12?
& he cab-ed h0me! & guess wad?! fr0m tampines till senqkanq is like only 11+ bucks WITH midnite charqe!
SOOOO! nxt time i should juz cab-ed h0me in the middle 0f th nite fr0m senqkanq & could meet hubby f0r l0nqer time!dhen claim fr0m hubby!!so he wnt sm0ke too much!!
due t0 limited of m0ney u see?! I CLEVER HOH?! ^^
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!! where to find such a qood wifey? (:
dhen t0k with hubby till 2+am budd inbetween i kip *oinkoink* & i guess i said many stuffs!
ohmyma! cann0t jian hubby liao! if n0rt i will *hai xiu* $:

dhen today leh!
after so many days of n0t qivinq me m0rninq call!
HUBBY GAVE ME MORNING CALL! (:
budd hoh imm still LATE for w0rk! cos i went back to slp p:
&& imm meeting hubby ltr for awhile & he have to go f0r work!~~
可怜的老公 ~ so tired still nid pei wo :(
&& hubby's hp bill BOMB!!
i think i qonna contact him lesser!

juz in case this month bill come become 300 bucks! =.=

k lurhs,i q0rt nth to bloq liao!
& maple DOWN! can't play :( haiis.
den t0king with hubby in msn now.
tats all! (:

♥HUBBY
an0ther 12days to our 2nd month! (:

currently havinq al0t of mixed feelinqs.
q0rt s0 much tuh say, but i d0nt kn0w h0w to express out.
s0metinqs happened ytd, but n0w ok lerhs. (:
h0pefully everytinq shall stay lyk tat?
recently lerhs?
can sae everythinq was quite 0k barhs. at least happier n0w (:
at least i 0e even if i l0st th whole world, i still have my hubby with me.
i think this is the one person whom i can never lose from now till ever.
ohh ya n0rt tuh exclude my papa of cos. (:
this 2 man, i guess if i ever lose any one, i would really really broke down barhs :(

dhen today have been th 3rd day of n0rt meeting hubby! :(
misses him so much lurhs! T.T
i wan to pull his ears!i wan to squeeze his pipi!i wan to bite him!i wan to hug him! i wan him with me everyday!24/7 !!
budd dhen i oe i cant :( haiis.

& today's work is lyk FUCK-UP!
m0rning i reach kena fk by the despatch liao when is lyk q0rt nth to do with me?
but throw her fuckinq attitude at me?
is lyk n0rt th 1st time she show me her fkinq attitude at me alrdy?
budd i have to kip quiet?maybe cos im new so she can fk all she wan now.
but then i kip quiet doesn't mean i will let yoo bully lurhs.
juz dnt force out th OLD joanne which everyone don't wish tuh see ya?
if n0rt yoo ask who tuh help oso no use. *wrinkz*
& i don't care h0w experienced yoo are compared tuh me,
if im wr0nq, fine yoo can scold me,yoo can fk me upside down,cos is my fault.
budd fkinq hell plz lurhs, if i q0rt n0 wr0nq den don't fkinq sh0w ur c'b attitude on me lurhs.OK?!
if n0rt i will juz fk yoo back. & this shall be the last time im toleratinq this ya?

dhen fanq gonq call HUBBY!!! (:
have been suaninq him all alonq! HAHA!
budd of cos he did suan me back lurhs! but then of cos lose me! HAHAHAHAHA!
im queen of suaninq lerhs! *shy*
dhen i ji tao is from office lauqh all th way tuh eunos mrt station u see?.
ppl t0t i ki siao tat type!!!lmao
dhen we jiu sweet-talk all th way fr0m eun0s till tampines-my house. LOLs
jealous marhs??envy marhs?? bleah!
dhen lastly,
thank yoo hubby! cos u really cheer me up al0t ALOT ALOTT!!
ILOVEYOO!!& I REALLY REALLY REALLY DO! (:
♥kisses

--

'& MESSAGE to SOMEONE:

ii think yoo won't wan me tuh name yoo out lurhs.

budd anyway, wan play qanq with me, COME. i n0rt hum ji lyk someone 0so.

dare say don't dare admit? still pushinq blame tuh the others?.

yahs, yoo can sae u don't kn0w the truth at th start,

but can i ask yoo back 1 fkinq qn? y did yoo know th truth but yet don't dare tell me?

& asked the rest tuh kip it from me?LMAO.

wan me tell yoo answer n0rt?

cos yoo scare yoo ownself tio dai ji from me.

& i tell yoo wad, i think even if i qo tio with him, yoo sae yoo will help,

but i think yoo oso sae sae nia. LMAO.

budd for your info, i n0 l0nqer chap anym0re.

& yoo are still in th qanq wad. wad are yoo afraid off sio?

so wad i have alot of back-ups n0w,i won't find them tuh help oso.

i won't even let my own hubby help lurhs.

& 1 thing,i won't find qang tuh settle my OWN daiji / OTHER'S daiji.

tats my principle. i solo.

& even if i use qanq tuh settle thinqs,

i won't ask my qanq tuh settle my own couz.

im n0rt as heartless as wad yoo think im.

& th min yoo say wan use qanq thinqy tuh settle with me,

from tat point of time, yoo are juz a stranqer tuh me.

& even if one day, u gt beat up outside, i saw & im there.

i will take as nth happened.

c0s i kn0w u have such a qood qanq.won't nid me. (:

so, qood luck tuh yoo, zhabor.

& lastly,

like wad i told th others who wan tio with me, i will let yoo know too.

I, ONLY HAVE ONE LIFE. CAN TAKE COME & TAKE.

DON'T ACT A SEY THERE & BE LYK A HUMJIKIA.

wan come out play plz kn0w h0w tuh play.

if yoo don't, plz ask your tao eh tuh teach yoo.

if u cant play, dhen don't play.

-th 1st time im sayinq this & is oso th last time i will be sayinq this.-

BACK! (:

met up mei ytd nite & had a qood catch-up with her.
cos is lyk very l0nq ever since we t0k so much huh?
& was our girl's talk. cos the guys are bz! (:
dhen went h0me ard 10+ ,dhen she came over my place & watched th sh0w -妖怪！
actually planned tuh watch th sh0w- 昏迷! budd i think tat sh0w was replaced by 妖怪 barhs.
quite scary lurhs. budd overall, n0t bad (:
dhen t0k 0n f0ne with hubby all th way till i fall aslp aqain i guess (:
LOVEHIM❤

dhen t0day w0ke up damn early ,& wendydasao came over our place.
hubby 4gt today is sunday! so he sms-ed me a few times askinq me tuh wake up ,jy for wrk, etc.! SO BLUR RITE?! budd so cute lurhs! (:
dhen played cards all th way till 2+pm & started dq hubby's bloqskin which he requested!
dhen n0w, i have juz finished dq it ,wonderinq if hubby will lyk it a n0rt?
budd h0pefully ,he d0es like it! (:
& juz ended th conversation with hubby! (:
c0s he gtg & wrk lerhs. haiis.
MISSINGMYHUBBYLOADS!.

k lurhs. tats all (:

camwh0rinq with hubby fer th day! (:

met hubby till 7+ & went home,
was very happy till somethinq happen at hell?
really spoilt my mood hell0ts!
qibinq hubby attitude aqain. sry.
budd juz could'nt control myself? hais.
think tats all barhs.
nitex. ❥

m0rninq!!(:

currently in office lurhs, budd nth tuh d0!
h0h0h0! so im here!
budd den h0h, q0rt nth fer me tuh bl0q! x((

so imm here juz tuh say,

I MISS & LOVE MOII HUBBY

DEEPDEEPDEEPDEEPDEEPLY!!!
你是我的♥

back !! gonna be a sh0rt p0st. (:
newskin & pictures :- our couple slipper , couple pouch & couple rinq!
thanks hubby fer everythinq!! ^^

to hubby:
hubby d0nt spend so much m0neyy on me lurhs.
ii kn0w u wana give me th best, budd ii feel bad derhs.
&& i l0ve y0u. i really d0 o! (:

MIA-ed.

will be back with a new skin again.

t'carex peep0s.

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did a lil prezzi for hubby for our First Month Anniversaryy!!
*shall post the pics of th [prezzi] next time ^^!! *

-UPLOADED!-
BUT HOH. ended up he complaint alot abt it x((
somehow ii felt hurt barhs. cos iish my 1st time dg someting for a boyf.
but hais. dhen ii cried!
IM SUCH A CRYBABY!!
LMAO.
eventhough ii oe guy's words are th opposite.
but still iim hurt. haiis.

bt anyway, is over liao!
& ii am still loving hubby loadz!! x))

dhen an0ther thing,
ii had DISBANDED my 2nd family.
due tuh some reasons that really made me very tired tuh continue tuh hold on tuh my this 2nd fam.
mayb reopeninq an0ther 1 one day?
but now see how first barhs..
anyway!,
haoHUBBY, hanweiLAODI, feliciaMEI & cowPAPA
shall always be my zui ai!
& really thanks for being with me whenever ii am down,
whenever ii need someone, whenever ii am bored,
whenever ii want tuh find pp tuh t0k tuh,
whenever ii wan tuh find ppl tuh slack with me,
from th start till n0w.
ii g0nna be tionq xims tuh eu guys!

♥ILOVEYOUGUYS!!

we.KISSED.

Fire.Of.Our.Love.

I.Simply.Need.Him.

He.Bully.Me.

He.Bully.Me.Again.

I.Have.Long.Tongue.

I.Wana.Hug.Him.



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lazy tuh bl0g.
so iie shall just update some pictues which iie took with dear!!
& shall bl0g s0me 0ther dayys. :))
so tc peeps!

♥LOVES

was supposed to be a super happy day for me!!
budd everything was spoilt by my DAD?!.
man im lyk fking tired of him alrdy!!
i really gg move out of house.
he is really over my limit!

yaya.so wad im a good gal since small?
so wad i listen to u everytime & have no thinking for myself?
plz l0rhs. im lyk 20 yrs old!! im not 15,not 16?!
even if u are my dad, u are worried abt me.
BUT SO WAD?!
how long more do u wan to control me?
i go out with FRENs, U KP!!i go out with my GANs, U KP!!
i go out with my HUBBY, U KP!!i go out with my COLLEAGUEs, U KP!!
& stop threatening me!!!I BLOODY FKING HATE IT!!
im 20yrs old.i oe wad the fk im dg.
& if im really tired, i will go home & rest!!u got no worry about this!
& im 20yrs old.u think hw long more u can threaten me by hitting me?
i tell u wad, u can hit me all u wan.
but the min u hit me. i will make u lose a daughter.
i mean wad i sae!& tats me!!maybe u should re-understand ur daughter again?
i gt no idea y i cant get my own life?let me do things i wan to do.
i oe hw much i can do. so u can juz trust me with it. isn't it?
& i dnt see any problem with not gg home for 1 nite!
im 20 plz?!& u are taking my freedom away!
& i oe hw to tc of myself. even if i dnt my frens & my hubby is there to tc of me!
im not alone hanging outside isn't it?
k0rk0r can stay at home all he wants, but doesn't mean i have to!
i don't wan a life staying at home & rot till i die!
i work, stressed. reach home use com, U KP!reach home use fone, U OSO KP!
how much u tink i will wan to go home?!
plz lurhs. to me this is not a home!
this is a HELL to me!!

& so wad if im changing bf everytime?
don't u think u have some fault in this?
i really feel lyk telling u str8 at ur face,
MY HUBBY N MY GANs ARE TREATING ME BTR THAN U GUYS DID!!!
if this is wad u call family, then i think u shall be the 2nd family.
& my GANs & HUBBY should be in the 1st family.
and 1 more ting. don't get over sensitive with wad my bf is sayin when he is lyk NOT even toking to u?
& is not im siding him or wadever shyt. but im juz stating the fact!
& wad u said hurts him alot? & he stopped me to argue with u when i reach home?
& this bf is different from the other bf im having & is up to u whether u wan to oe him btr a nt. & if u don't then STFU!

everyone in the family, including the relatives & 2nd old man.
is telling me in this family u dotes the most is me.
why not u ask urself. y do u dotes me the most?
cos im the only child who work till fking tired still need to help out dg the fking house chores?!& if i don't u gonna kp me all the way?!
cos im the only child who u nagg at when u gt n0 money & i have to pray hard to let u tio 4D even if it cost me a serious relationship? don't tell me is 碰巧?
cos tis happen 3 times. & tat fking 3 times is all my serious bgr.ALL.
& for every breakups i have, im hiding inside my blanket crying!
WTF do u oe abt it?!u nvr once concern abt how i feel,
as a dad.. wad did u do for me?
by buying me a fone tat cost 400 bucks when u are broke & telling the whole world abt it? w/o saying tat u are threatening me with the fone?
& do u oe y i choose to get a new sony ericsson fone tat time?
cos i dnt wan to let u control my freedom with a fone! even it cause me to die of hunger!& wad else?by hitting & scolding me when u nort happy??
then wad? cos im gg out to work since small? did u ask urself WHYY?
cos i wanted to get the stuffs i wan with my own money cos i oe u gt no money to buy it for me!!
budd in the end, wad u did huh? scolding me? & do u oe sometings i wanted for years?!months?! tat u not able to buy for me? & i didnt beg u to buy for me?so i can only work & save to buy it for myself. how i feel? did i complaint? I DIDN'T!! & tat time im only 14?!15?!i nid to work after sch?? during holidays?? while the others children are enjoying their life.
yaya, im bad to sae this. im unfilial to sae this?
budd who give a damn?! cos im really fking tired of u guys!!

LISTEN THIS!!
whether u get to know wad i type today a not.
i dnt gib a damn. budd all i can sae.
the more i stay at home the more unhappiness is inside me.
TATS IT!!.

& im moving OUT once i saved my money.

PS TO HUBBY:
im sry if wad my dad today sae / did hurts u.
& ty for saying u won't leave me becos of my dad.
if not i guess i will really break down right infront of u..
cos i no longer wan to lose someone i love cos of him..
& i really don't x((
but if u want to leave, lyk i sae. i will still let go.

but all i can sae is. whether u wan to leave me a n0rt.

it won't change the 关系 im having with them at all.

♥the end;

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okays. nth much to t0k about?
went to work & went home? guai hoh?.
then left home ard 9+pm lols.
& ton-ed over at dear's place. x))
then slept ard 3-4am? cox went down to slack with his gay.
chat-ed,sho0t-ed,sing-ed,emo-ed?
nth much oso. =.=

then woke up ard 1pm+??
cos kena pulled up by dear. =.=
then went out of his house ard 4+ to 5?
& met mei at PS.

&&! WE WAITED VERY LONG FOR MEI's ARRIVAL!!
then went for dinner at MOSBURGER.
went out to smoke & train-ed back to tampines.
then slack at usual place & they sent me home.
x))

so now waiting for hubby to reach home norhs!
worried abt him? x((
cos he is lyk having very serious headache?hais.
hopefully monkey taking good care of him.
s0bx*

anyway!
meeting mei n hubby tomlo again!
kays. i love them loadx.
hahas. x))
oh yaa. n0rt to 4gt my cow papa also.
x))

NITES PEEP!

loves*

PS: should iie disband myy 2nd family? x((